i'm not good in this...i dedicated this to someone that i love :)

tgok jew...jgan banyak ckap...klu lawak ketawa....klu terharu nangis k..this is 4 u syg...

ATIRA SYAFIQAH :)

HAPPY MOMENT !

u...i rndu u sgt hari ni,,,dh satu hari suntuk kite x berhubung....i x de kredit nk text u...tp i stiap mase on9 supaya dpt hilang kn rase rndu i ni...tp u x on9 jgak...i ttap tnggu u...walaupon hati i ni tuhan saje yg tahu dalam mane rndu i kat u...i ingat kn u dh x ambik taw sal i...oru x x ingat sal i lg...so better i x disturb u la...tp td..mase icube tuk lelap kn mate i....i terjage dgan deringan phone i....ade msg masuk...i terpranjat ble u yg anta text kat i...u tlis 'missing u'..i gmbra sgt....bahagia...speechless...i ngat i sorang je yg rndu u...tp u pon rndu i jgak...walaupon i x de kredit nk blas text u 2...tp i usaha jgak nk bg taw u yg i x de kredit...terpaksa la i pnjam phone kwn i tuk call u...i happy ble saat 2...i hope it will be forever :)

I KNOW

Atira Syafiqah....i know...i x sehebat lelaki lain...tp i ttap suke u...u slalu wat i gembira...wat i berdebar...wat i tertunggu u...i suke sume 2....saat u blas text i...saat u reply im i..i rase bahagia sgt....i rase u i punye...haha..ble u x blas text i...i rase sunyi sgt....rase cm x sempurna hidop i....knp i ade prasaan ni ek...i x mntak...tp die dtg sndri...i dh cube halau...tp still degil...still x nk pergi prasaan ni...kadang2...i pikir i ni dh wat keje gile...coz ade prasaan kat u....u pon ckap i gile kn....hahaha...tp i x ksah....asal kn u sntiasa snyum ngan i...i suke ur smile...so sweet n i love it....slalu terbayang kan u...hahaha..mmg dh gila i ni...gila x gila...i tetap gila kn u...u pon pnah dgar kn 'CINTA PANGDANG PERTAMA'..i rase sume org pon taw sal 2...so..tu la jd kat i...mngkin u x cm 2...i x ksah...coz its all about loving...not forcing...huhu :) ...tuhan...bg la u prasaan cm i ni...agar u taw ape rase nye...
tp x mngkin kowt....( prasan je i )....i just nk ckap i love,miss,need,care,like u syg....ummm...

LOVE U SYG :)

NEED U NOW!

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

AKU X PAHAM

sy x paham knp awksnggup wat cm ni..ape yg awk nk...ape yg awk cbe bkti kn...awk dh hncur kn hati sy...awk dh luntur kn semangat sy...sy syg awk..tp knp awk wat sume ni...awk x syg sy lg??...or awk dh muak ngan sy...

ble awk wat cm ni..sy rase cm awk main kn sy...n awk x perlu kn sy lg..sy x ksah..

klu awk x perlu kn sy..sy leh pg..awk just ckap klu awkade or perlu kn org lain...tp sy harap1 jew...jgn tpu sy . jgan berahsia ngan sy....sy x suke..klu awj ade pape ngan seseorg 2..awk bg taw sy....mngkin sy leh trime...coz hati awk mngkim ade kat die...n awk dh syg kat die...sy taw sy nk x sempurna cm awk ingin kan...sy x sehebat ape yg awk harap kn...mngkin kasih n syg sy x ckup tuk awk...tp syg dh wat yg terbaik...n  jew yg mmpu sy berikn...sy x ksah awk nk marah2 sy ke..or awk nk tengking2 sy ke...mngkin sbb sy wat slah kat awk....sy rela korban tuk awk..mngkin pengorbanan sy slame ni x sehebat cm org lain...sy still ingat lg...waktu first date kite...sy x marah pon awk nk bawak ramai2 kwn2 awk..n awk bawak skali ckgu awk...sy x marah...walaupon itu bkn d name kn 'date'....tp sy trase hati ble kwn2 awk perli sy mase first date kite...sy sdar...sy x la stinggi mne pon...mngkin bg kwn awk...ketinggian sy ni x sesuai tuk awk...x pe la klu dieorg nk bahan sy pendek pon...sy x ksah..asal kn sy dapat bersama awk mase 2....mase date ke 2...awk ckap ngan sy...awk nk grak kul 11...n awk ckap ayah awk akn hantar awk..sy pnye la semangat...kul 9 sy dh siap....klu 10 sy dh gerak...sy takut sy yg trlambat...pastu ble sy smpai sane..sy taw ngkin awk lambat ckit...sy x ksah..sbb umah awk jauh dr tmpat 2....sy tnggu awk...pastu awk call sy...awk ckapawk mngkin lambat ckit...awk ckap dlam kul 12...sy x ksah...mnkin awk ade msalah...sy still tnggu...sy pusing2 la tmpat  sorang2...semata2 nk tnggu awk....sy harap kn awk dtg cpat...dh kul 12...awk still x mncul2 lg...sy tnggu jgak..jam kowt kat luar 2..dlam hati sy ckap..sy still tnggu sorang2...sampai la jam mnunjuk kan kul 2...awk still x mncul2 jgak...sy pon call awk...tnye awk kat mne..wak ckap awk kat umah lg...dlam hati sy mase 2...hanye tuhan je la yg taw...tp sy still leh bersabar...awk ckap ayah awk x blik lg..sy trus mnunggu awk kat sana...akhirnya....jam mnunjuk kn kul 4.30 ptg...awk pon mncul dr pandangan sy...awk tersenyum mlihat sy..sy sambut awk dgan senyuman..walaupon beberapa jam sy tnggu awk kat situ...sy paham awk ade prob nk sampai kat sane....sy maaf kn awk...tp x sampai brape jam jmpe...klu 7...wak ckap kat sy...awk nk blik..sy pon ikot la ckap awk..bg awk blik....sy x ksah awk wat sume  kat sy...tp knp awk blas sy cm ni...knp awk sanggup wat hati sy hancur....mmg skunk ni sy leh trime awk lg n maaf kn awk...tp prasaan sy kat awk dh lain...sy rase sakit hati n tawar hati ngan awk...mngkin dr luaran awk nmpak sy ok..tp dalaman sy ni..tuhan saje yg taw....sy mntak maaf awk...sy xleh jd cm dlu..jd cm slalu awk ingin kn...hati sy dh terluka n hancur....

maaf kn sy,....

Ble Nk Blik Damai Ni!!

dh kematu bontot aq dok kat umah ni...x taw nk wat pew..hari2 wat bnda same...mkn...on9...tdo...2 je la...klu blik damai ade la jgak aktiviti berfaedah leh wat....hahaha..lg pon miss kawan2 kat sane...poyo jew....kawan2 aq kat umah ni pon bkn ade sume...sume dh blik tmpat study masing2...tnggal la aq kat sni terkontang kanting....nk kuar pon x taw nk pegi mne n nk g ngan sape...tiada hala tujuan...tp ble dok kat damai lak..rase rndu nk blik umah..sbb nk mkn msakan mak....hahaha...plik2....ye la kat sane...asyik mkn nasi bngkus n kadang2 masak sndri...2 pon rase bkn seperti yg d harap kn oleh sume tukang masak...hahaha...hampeh...kat sane...klu masak...hari2 lauk same jew...sadin...sadin...sadin...hahaha...mke pon dh mcm sadin...tp x pe...asal prot knyang...pastu suke hati la...due suasana yg berbeza...kat damai n kat umah..kat sane mmg la bebas ckit...tp bebas sgt pon x bgoz jgak...dh la prangai sorang2 cm ape ntah...nnty x leh d kawal lak...hahaha...klu kat umah...ade la parents yg dok mmbebel je klu wat slah...tp klu asyik kne bebel jew...panaz gak tlinga ni...hahaha...so...sume tmpat ade die pnye kekurangan die...pandai2 la kite kne urus kn nye....x taw la mcm mne blik aq kat sane..agak2 nye msty mcm tokang pecah...bersepah sane sepah sni...aq gak yg wat nye....blik ni kne la kluar kn tenaga kmas sndri...klu kat umah mak ade lablehtlong kmas kn...adoy!!!
peace be upon u!!

miss zaman kanak2 dlu!

ingat x mase kcik2 dlu...kite slalu main kad donkey ni....kite kumpul ramai2 pastu main bnda ni same2...sronok sgt mase 2...mase 2...x bnyak sgt asalah yg kite kne pk kn...sume nye tntang main..main...dan trus bermain....haha.....bez sgt mase 2....MISS THAT!

pastu ble tgok cite polis2 or cite prang2....kite sume sbok nk jd cm dieorg...nk main tnagkap2 org jhat...mase 2 sume x nk mngalah...sume nk jd baik....x de sape nk jd org jhat...haha...klu dlam cite power rangers ke...sume nk jd yg hero...klu bleh sume nk pkai warne baju same cm dieorg....pastu gadoh coz x taw sape ktua....haha....MISS THAT!

ni plak...permainan ble boring dok kat umah jew....mase ni game ni bkn sume org dpat main...hanye mak bapak yg mampu je dapat bli kn untuk anak2 dieorg...mase main bnda ni...kadang2 sampai x prasan berjam2 dok mngadap game ni....haha...mak sampai suh mkn...sanggup x mkn sbb mngadap game ni pnye pasal....part plik best dlam game ni...die pnye music...mmg x leh bla n x leh dlupa kn smpai skunk ni.....

MISS ALL OF THAT!

peace be upon u!